I’ve been doing a lot of doing lately and nearly all of it has been driven by fear.
I’m someone who enjoys visualising/day dreaming about the future and I keep on being haunted with the thought of one day attending a wedding of one of my old friends where everyone is discussing how great their life is meanwhile I’ve done nothing but shop and take pictures of croissants for instagram.
So now, I’m doing rather than dreaming and I’m going to keep on doing until it’s done. I can’t lie I’m scared. I don’t have a mentor for some of the things that I’m doing and I feel like I’m about to make hella mistakes but it feels good to be pro-active and more importantly, productive. It feels good to finally be setting foundations and not making excuses about it. It feels good to have ideas come to fruition and fabricate to the point where achieving my dream feels as genuine as touching a physical object.
So far it’s all good in the hood but stay tuned for a rant-y break down to follow haha!